off to abed's village

this morning i head out to abed's village to see the clinic, and meet his family. tonight i plan to return to jerusalem. every time i think of that it makes me feel physically ill. want to vomit. i CAN return to jerusalem. it turns out the physicians for human rights mobile clinic is cancelled for this saturday, so next saturday it is. so i will stay in the west bank instead of returning to tel aviv (whew). on sunday i am going with harry and his organization Middle Way www.middleway.org . check it out. it is something that i think ruthie and jonothan might be interested in. anyway, it should be interesting. ok, more to come soon. and pictures too, i hope. its just so hard to pull out the camera and start taking pictures, i feel really uncomfortable doing that sometimes. but we'll see, i know its important. i am hopeful this morning. i woke up early and did the 14! still didnt sleep much last night, but better. ok, all for now.